here’s a throwback i found and thought i would share with the group since we’ve been on the topic of commitment which isn’t a far leap to love and all the blessings & curses that come with…

How does simply hearing his voice cause so many sensations in my soul?

Soulmates?  Do I even believe in such a thing?

Once upon a time I did but that was back when I believed in happily ever afters…years ago when next lifetime translated to next relationship.

Now I’m stuck pondering next lifetime and last lifetime.  Do they even exist?

Is it possible that somewhere, somehow we are cosmically connected?  Insane thoughts as such sneak in when I feel from beyond my heart but rather from deep within my soul.

I feel, see, smell taste, live him there…yet here…on the train, having just hung up the phone…

I’m not even sure that I know him.  Every moment spent makes me yearn to know more.

Will he let me in?  Does he recognize me as I recognize him?  We’ve been here before.

First smile, first kiss, first touch, first taste.

No mistake that everything has its place.

Then why?  Why is there no way for me to explain that when I’m with him I’m intoxicated with completeness?

Almost to the point that when embraced I lose concept of where I begin and he ends.

But it ends.  We end.

I’m on the train and he’s on the other side of the phone.

If he took the time to look in my eyes would he see?

See the faces of our children and our children’s children as we grow old and prepare to be reunited in yet another lifetime because we are soulmates.

Do I believe in such a thing?  Or is this connection something I dreamed.

This feeling coming from deep but not my heart and soul but instead from my womanhood that he loves to hold?

Til next time…besos babe…