so i went out tonight and had a good time.  the free drinks kept coming.  patron time was echoed and i had the relaxation that i haven’t had in a while.  i had to play mommy to a few of my buddies that had a few too many celebratory rounds but still our joy was not diminished.  i decided since i was having fun times i didn’t really want them to end and i would see if myguy was awake and willing to deal with the post outting diva.  you know the diva that isn’t concerned with the state of affairs and just wants to snuggle up close to that one person that makes my world a better place.  unfortunately, that person was busy entertaining friends so the diva got sent home alone.

it is nights like this that i wonder…why am i alone?  i give all that i can and i know he gives what he feels he can spare but still i’m home at 5:16am typing away on my computer and for all i know he’s out at play.  it is these moments before i lay down under my covers alone that i miss my baby. it is in these final minutes that i wonder what tomorrrow will bring.  will there be a time when we meet in OUR bed and share our adventures as we drift off into slumber inhaling the breath that the other just exhaled?  i want to breathe him.  when will my  desires become reality?

til next time…besos babe!!!

one of my homegirls hit me on a thursday about 3 weeks ago and asked me if i wanted to go out of town that weekend.  after a few schedule changes we ended up deciding to go to tampa.  both of us had never been and didn’t really think it was a go to spot but since we just wanted to get out of town for a while we said why not, let’s go somewhere that we can just relax and not have to see the same people we see all of the time.

we jumped on a plane and headed to tampa.  when we get there we take the shuttle to pick up our car and while standing in the parking lot trying to decide which of the many impalas we would be driving around in an attendent brings us up an 08 altima (trust me this was a big thing!- it was like the only one they had…lol)  now we’re ready to take the drive to clearwater (where the beaches are) and are told that our hotel is actually in sand keys…upon further information we learn that sand keys is a barrier island on the West Coast of Florida.  it had these gorgeous houses that reminded us of star island in miami.

only two chicks from nyc would book a low maintenance trip and end up staying in the lap of luxury…lol  i had such a great time and am now looking forward to our next random trip…stay tuned for more